Wednesday, October 1, 2008

IT REALLY REALLY HURTS GOD

Sri Chakra Raja Simhasaneshwari, Sri Lalitha Ambikaiyae Bhuvaneshwari..
Devi, Jaga Jananai, Raja Rajeshwari..
You know everything, theres nothing in this cosmic space that you dont know, that happens without your knowledge..
It really hurts beyond words when I hear from my Mother(one of the living gods, the other living God being my father) that she is hesitating to go to her own parents place for her mother's (my grandmother) Kanakabishekam, because her siblings and other relatives will ask about me and my health status ..Adaikalam neeye AMMA..AKilandeshwari. Thaaye, my mother is an embodiment of patience and devotion and selflessness ..you know about her, for you were the one who created her, blessed her and still continuing to bless her with these precious qualities..Why do u make her suffer like the way she is suffering now? Please show some mercy on her..I understand and am thankful that only because of your mercy she (and everyone else in the whole world) is able to be the way we are now..GOD, Thaaye, please help her come out this difficulty. I have no words to express and put down the phase that we are passing now..I'm holding on to your divine feet for your blessings. Please show us light . Please make us bask in your light. We have no one other than you. SHaranam Aiyappa , en deivame..unnaiye than appa nambiirukom!

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