Sri Chakra Raja Simhasaneshwari, Sri Lalitha Ambikaiyae Bhuvaneshwari..
Devi, Jaga Jananai, Raja Rajeshwari..
You know everything, theres nothing in this cosmic space that you dont know, that happens without your knowledge..
It really hurts beyond words when I hear from my Mother(one of the living gods, the other living God being my father) that she is hesitating to go to her own parents place for her mother's (my grandmother) Kanakabishekam, because her siblings and other relatives will ask about me and my health status ..Adaikalam neeye AMMA..AKilandeshwari. Thaaye, my mother is an embodiment of patience and devotion and selflessness ..you know about her, for you were the one who created her, blessed her and still continuing to bless her with these precious qualities..Why do u make her suffer like the way she is suffering now? Please show some mercy on her..I understand and am thankful that only because of your mercy she (and everyone else in the whole world) is able to be the way we are now..GOD, Thaaye, please help her come out this difficulty. I have no words to express and put down the phase that we are passing now..I'm holding on to your divine feet for your blessings. Please show us light . Please make us bask in your light. We have no one other than you. SHaranam Aiyappa , en deivame..unnaiye than appa nambiirukom!
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
GOD, PLEASE PLEASE FORGIVE ME
God Dearest,
You know the reason why I'm asking you to forgive me. Yes, God, for the same reason, for uttering negative words today..I've been feeling extremely bad , extremely worse since the moment I uttered those words..You know that, Why am I always like this, the good mind keeps telling that I should not be telling that, but in the spur of the moment, the devil mind pushes the right mind backwards and my mounth simply obeys whatever mind has the power at any point in time. GOD< Please forgive me..I've been chanting prayers and aksing YOU sorry umpteen times, but still, you seem to be pissed off.. Is that the reason you gave a news that we have theetu for the next 10 days (viruthhi theetu) becasue DH's cousin is now a proud father for the second time? Arent we supposed to clebrate and be happy and thank the LORD for such a great blesing? Instead, we close your door, we are instructed not to do any God related activities..etc.. Why GOD? We have kept Golu in our house and I just got ready to go to the temple to worship you and seek your blessings(I know your blessinsg are there all the time, without which I wou;dnt exist at all..) and to apologise for the mistake taht I've done. GOD, PLEASE PLEASE FORGIVE ME... You knwo my prayers and you know what is good for me..ALways in your mercies..
SORRY again, please forgive me..
You know the reason why I'm asking you to forgive me. Yes, God, for the same reason, for uttering negative words today..I've been feeling extremely bad , extremely worse since the moment I uttered those words..You know that, Why am I always like this, the good mind keeps telling that I should not be telling that, but in the spur of the moment, the devil mind pushes the right mind backwards and my mounth simply obeys whatever mind has the power at any point in time. GOD< Please forgive me..I've been chanting prayers and aksing YOU sorry umpteen times, but still, you seem to be pissed off.. Is that the reason you gave a news that we have theetu for the next 10 days (viruthhi theetu) becasue DH's cousin is now a proud father for the second time? Arent we supposed to clebrate and be happy and thank the LORD for such a great blesing? Instead, we close your door, we are instructed not to do any God related activities..etc.. Why GOD? We have kept Golu in our house and I just got ready to go to the temple to worship you and seek your blessings(I know your blessinsg are there all the time, without which I wou;dnt exist at all..) and to apologise for the mistake taht I've done. GOD, PLEASE PLEASE FORGIVE ME... You knwo my prayers and you know what is good for me..ALways in your mercies..
SORRY again, please forgive me..
Monday, September 1, 2008
Dated Aug 31 2008
JAI Raadhey Shyaamm..!!!
Attended Radha Kalyanam for the first time at Unnati Centre today. Felt why I'vent attened one so far.Anyways, heres' to new beginnings. Appa got an opportunity to be a part of the DOlo-utsavam the previous night and the Radha Kalyanam the next day. The Bhagavadhars did a fantastic and an excellent job of transending the devotees to an extreme state of bliss!! And I got the opportunity to talk and get blessings from the Bhagavadars. Appa and I had a loong chat and dicsussion with them that we returned home only at v5:30 PM.
Thanks to the LORD for giving me this blessed opportunity!!
Oh Give Thanks to the LORD for HE is good, he is good! YES, Eternal is HIS Love!
Attended Radha Kalyanam for the first time at Unnati Centre today. Felt why I'vent attened one so far.Anyways, heres' to new beginnings. Appa got an opportunity to be a part of the DOlo-utsavam the previous night and the Radha Kalyanam the next day. The Bhagavadhars did a fantastic and an excellent job of transending the devotees to an extreme state of bliss!! And I got the opportunity to talk and get blessings from the Bhagavadars. Appa and I had a loong chat and dicsussion with them that we returned home only at v5:30 PM.
Thanks to the LORD for giving me this blessed opportunity!!
Oh Give Thanks to the LORD for HE is good, he is good! YES, Eternal is HIS Love!
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Koffee With Anu
Wayched Koffe with ANu admist a fight (the finals of the cricket match of thr tri series, between India and Pakistan is happenign since noon). Tamil film industry's veteran actor Gemini Ganesan's daughtesr were this week's guests!
Wow! It was super cool to see all of them together especially to see and hear Dr.Kamala Selvaraj. After having gone through 3 epidosdes of miscarriage, Amma and Appa wish to show me and my medical records to her with the belief that she is a "Kairaasi" doctor and the "time" that we go to her will bring us Gods blessings (in the form of a grandchild for my parents, a child for us). These sisters have really made their parenst proud(esp, their father!) Was just pondering how nice it would be if pyu have a full house of sistesr! Because, sisters are the ones with whom you can share anythinga nd everything..EVen though sisters move on to different families, tghey still are your blood and always have a soft corner of love and affection in their hearst for their sisters! I have no brothers, so cant comment upon what it feels like to have a brother! I'm sure, having a brother is also an experience by itself..
Dr.Kamala, please shower your blessings in us that we are blessed with a child at the earliest..(I know I'm going crazy over these lines, but the happenings in my life have pushed me to this extreme here..!!)
Cheers all of ya..
Wow! It was super cool to see all of them together especially to see and hear Dr.Kamala Selvaraj. After having gone through 3 epidosdes of miscarriage, Amma and Appa wish to show me and my medical records to her with the belief that she is a "Kairaasi" doctor and the "time" that we go to her will bring us Gods blessings (in the form of a grandchild for my parents, a child for us). These sisters have really made their parenst proud(esp, their father!) Was just pondering how nice it would be if pyu have a full house of sistesr! Because, sisters are the ones with whom you can share anythinga nd everything..EVen though sisters move on to different families, tghey still are your blood and always have a soft corner of love and affection in their hearst for their sisters! I have no brothers, so cant comment upon what it feels like to have a brother! I'm sure, having a brother is also an experience by itself..
Dr.Kamala, please shower your blessings in us that we are blessed with a child at the earliest..(I know I'm going crazy over these lines, but the happenings in my life have pushed me to this extreme here..!!)
Cheers all of ya..
Monday, June 9, 2008
Letter to GOD
I'm quite upset today because of the way mom compalined abt dad..
Why is dad behaving like this to mom , totally discarding her, behaving as if his mother is his whole world,
agreed, for everyone, his/her mom is the one through which we have come t this world and she has to be given importance. But, not at the expense and disregardal of ones spouse!
We are lucky to have such great parents..My mom is a symbol of all the patience in this world!
GOD..Are you there at all? are u listening to our prayers at all..? Are you looking at whats happening here? Please , please , please shower your blesings on our parenst so that they may live happily.
My dad's mom (simply dont want to put the name of the sacred word mother to her..She is simply not fit to be a woman at all..Such a bitch of a lady she is..she is the kali yug ka Shakuni...So, doing all bad deeds gets a person longer life? This idiot of a mother-in-law of my mom has troubled my mom everr since my mom stepped into this home by marrying my dad..My mom is such a gem of a woman, porumyyin sigaram, she is one womna who has no expectations from everyone..Shis is one great woman who has endured all the pain that her husband and her in-laws have caused to her and still does seva for them..Mom..You ar esimply the best..
God, if at all u r hearing us, please shower your blessings on my parents..Pls make my dad realise what he is doing to my mom and kindly give him the right mind to change himself atleast from now on and be assuring and supportive to my mom...My mom is also undergoing menopause stage because of which she is also undergoing a lot of physicl and mental trauma..Are u looking to all these pains that she is undergoing at all? DO u have any plans of showing some karuna on her?
why is my dad behaind his mom day in and day out? has he gone mad or something? that idiot of a lady is taking good advantage of this character of my dada and actually rejoices in my dad ignoring my mom..She finds utmost pleasure when my dad scolds or beats my mom..WHat sisn did we do to keep looking at and keepong our mouths shut at all these injustice done to my mom..
God, I have no one other than you to whom I can even tell all tehse stuff.. CAn you please help us?
Begging for your blessings..
Why is dad behaving like this to mom , totally discarding her, behaving as if his mother is his whole world,
agreed, for everyone, his/her mom is the one through which we have come t this world and she has to be given importance. But, not at the expense and disregardal of ones spouse!
We are lucky to have such great parents..My mom is a symbol of all the patience in this world!
GOD..Are you there at all? are u listening to our prayers at all..? Are you looking at whats happening here? Please , please , please shower your blesings on our parenst so that they may live happily.
My dad's mom (simply dont want to put the name of the sacred word mother to her..She is simply not fit to be a woman at all..Such a bitch of a lady she is..she is the kali yug ka Shakuni...So, doing all bad deeds gets a person longer life? This idiot of a mother-in-law of my mom has troubled my mom everr since my mom stepped into this home by marrying my dad..My mom is such a gem of a woman, porumyyin sigaram, she is one womna who has no expectations from everyone..Shis is one great woman who has endured all the pain that her husband and her in-laws have caused to her and still does seva for them..Mom..You ar esimply the best..
God, if at all u r hearing us, please shower your blessings on my parents..Pls make my dad realise what he is doing to my mom and kindly give him the right mind to change himself atleast from now on and be assuring and supportive to my mom...My mom is also undergoing menopause stage because of which she is also undergoing a lot of physicl and mental trauma..Are u looking to all these pains that she is undergoing at all? DO u have any plans of showing some karuna on her?
why is my dad behaind his mom day in and day out? has he gone mad or something? that idiot of a lady is taking good advantage of this character of my dada and actually rejoices in my dad ignoring my mom..She finds utmost pleasure when my dad scolds or beats my mom..WHat sisn did we do to keep looking at and keepong our mouths shut at all these injustice done to my mom..
God, I have no one other than you to whom I can even tell all tehse stuff.. CAn you please help us?
Begging for your blessings..
Saturday, June 7, 2008
WHY is the second post not to be seen?
I did publish the second post , but its not to be seen in the blog?
Any one knows the reason???
Any one knows the reason???
Welcome from the US
Returned from the US yestarday. Had a very god time there, at Vancouver. Green, Green , everywhere, met with nice people, though I made a lot of blunders at office, (especially with my manager), one month whizzed off like a blink of an eye..
Was quite hesitant to take this trip : as i was going to be travelling alone..
, as I was going to have a hectic schedule with USB, , as I was having some fears within,..
but, God did give me an opportunity to lead a happy life all through this month. Thanks Lord for te showers of blessings!
thank you very much,
This has raised my confidence levels that if things come late, if its left to God's choice, things will fall in place and HE knows whats good for me!
Was quite hesitant to take this trip : as i was going to be travelling alone..
, as I was going to have a hectic schedule with USB, , as I was having some fears within,..
but, God did give me an opportunity to lead a happy life all through this month. Thanks Lord for te showers of blessings!
thank you very much,
This has raised my confidence levels that if things come late, if its left to God's choice, things will fall in place and HE knows whats good for me!
Welcome!
A grand welcome should be given to thsi particluar bcause this blog, because this is the 6th blog that I've created so far attempting to vent my heart out..
This should be an active one and I hopr to vent my heart out in this space..
Thank you all bloggers, especially, tharini, Boo, Itchy, Lavs for I 've always started my day with their blogs!
Welcome to the bloggy world and welcome to mommy-dom too(sooner, by Gods grace)
This should be an active one and I hopr to vent my heart out in this space..
Thank you all bloggers, especially, tharini, Boo, Itchy, Lavs for I 've always started my day with their blogs!
Welcome to the bloggy world and welcome to mommy-dom too(sooner, by Gods grace)
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