Sri Chakra Raja Simhasaneshwari, Sri Lalitha Ambikaiyae Bhuvaneshwari..
Devi, Jaga Jananai, Raja Rajeshwari..
You know everything, theres nothing in this cosmic space that you dont know, that happens without your knowledge..
It really hurts beyond words when I hear from my Mother(one of the living gods, the other living God being my father) that she is hesitating to go to her own parents place for her mother's (my grandmother) Kanakabishekam, because her siblings and other relatives will ask about me and my health status ..Adaikalam neeye AMMA..AKilandeshwari. Thaaye, my mother is an embodiment of patience and devotion and selflessness ..you know about her, for you were the one who created her, blessed her and still continuing to bless her with these precious qualities..Why do u make her suffer like the way she is suffering now? Please show some mercy on her..I understand and am thankful that only because of your mercy she (and everyone else in the whole world) is able to be the way we are now..GOD, Thaaye, please help her come out this difficulty. I have no words to express and put down the phase that we are passing now..I'm holding on to your divine feet for your blessings. Please show us light . Please make us bask in your light. We have no one other than you. SHaranam Aiyappa , en deivame..unnaiye than appa nambiirukom!
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
GOD, PLEASE PLEASE FORGIVE ME
God Dearest,
You know the reason why I'm asking you to forgive me. Yes, God, for the same reason, for uttering negative words today..I've been feeling extremely bad , extremely worse since the moment I uttered those words..You know that, Why am I always like this, the good mind keeps telling that I should not be telling that, but in the spur of the moment, the devil mind pushes the right mind backwards and my mounth simply obeys whatever mind has the power at any point in time. GOD< Please forgive me..I've been chanting prayers and aksing YOU sorry umpteen times, but still, you seem to be pissed off.. Is that the reason you gave a news that we have theetu for the next 10 days (viruthhi theetu) becasue DH's cousin is now a proud father for the second time? Arent we supposed to clebrate and be happy and thank the LORD for such a great blesing? Instead, we close your door, we are instructed not to do any God related activities..etc.. Why GOD? We have kept Golu in our house and I just got ready to go to the temple to worship you and seek your blessings(I know your blessinsg are there all the time, without which I wou;dnt exist at all..) and to apologise for the mistake taht I've done. GOD, PLEASE PLEASE FORGIVE ME... You knwo my prayers and you know what is good for me..ALways in your mercies..
SORRY again, please forgive me..
You know the reason why I'm asking you to forgive me. Yes, God, for the same reason, for uttering negative words today..I've been feeling extremely bad , extremely worse since the moment I uttered those words..You know that, Why am I always like this, the good mind keeps telling that I should not be telling that, but in the spur of the moment, the devil mind pushes the right mind backwards and my mounth simply obeys whatever mind has the power at any point in time. GOD< Please forgive me..I've been chanting prayers and aksing YOU sorry umpteen times, but still, you seem to be pissed off.. Is that the reason you gave a news that we have theetu for the next 10 days (viruthhi theetu) becasue DH's cousin is now a proud father for the second time? Arent we supposed to clebrate and be happy and thank the LORD for such a great blesing? Instead, we close your door, we are instructed not to do any God related activities..etc.. Why GOD? We have kept Golu in our house and I just got ready to go to the temple to worship you and seek your blessings(I know your blessinsg are there all the time, without which I wou;dnt exist at all..) and to apologise for the mistake taht I've done. GOD, PLEASE PLEASE FORGIVE ME... You knwo my prayers and you know what is good for me..ALways in your mercies..
SORRY again, please forgive me..
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